Why I Can’t Leave Persona 1 Alone

For those who don’t know, I started a YouTube/Twitch playthrough for Shin Megami Tensei: Persona last year, specifically, the PSP version with a patch that includes the original PS1 soundtrack. After over a year of hardship with the game, I finally got to the end and technically beat it, though the recording containing the ending was lost. It didn’t matter anyway, since it was the bad ending of the SEBEC chapter. I didn’t even get to see the full game. Once that was over with, I was also “done” with the game. As much as I enjoyed the characters, the atmosphere, and the story, some of the RNG was just so annoying to deal with that I couldn’t play it any longer.

Or so I thought.

It’s been about a month now since I got the bad ending and attempted to go back for the first time, and I’ve been thinking about the game. I’ve been listening to the music, thinking about the characters, and figuring out why I can’t just leave it be. It got to me bad enough to completely rid me of any motivation I originally had to play it. Why am I still thinking about it?

The answer’s simple: I actually enjoy the game despite what I keep telling myself. The RNG might be brutal, but it is by no means a bad game. It could absolutely benefit from a remaster that, at the very least, elaborates on the characters more and fixes some of the balancing issues in combat, but it’s still amazing as is.

With that being said, I ended up making and releasing an announcement video on my YouTube channel for the playthrough in which I go back to this game and play it all the way through, including both the SEBEC and Ice Queen chapters. I will be playing on the Beginner difficulty for both playthroughs in hopes that the RNG is a little nicer to me, because I’m just in this for the story, really. The game is about 55% combat anyway, so I’d rather get through battles quickly so I can see more of the story and how things develop over time.

If you’d like to see the announcement video I made (people seem to like it), feel free to check it out below! The hope is that I will be releasing Persona 1 videos every Tuesday and Thursday starting tomorrow. I hope to see you there!

Thoughts on Persona 1 (PSP)

This song never gets old, I swear.

I apologize for not exactly uploading these as frequently as I originally intended when creating this website. I’ve just been up to a lot lately. I recently finished writing my latest novel, I’ve been spending more time with my family, and I’m getting into digital art now, so I’m sure I’ll be posting some of that on here eventually. But regardless, we’re not here to talk about all of that. I would like to talk about a very overlooked game: Persona 1. Specifically the PSP version, since I’ve never been able to play the PS1 version.

I don’t have much of a history with this game in particular, so there isn’t a long rant awaiting you this time like there has been in the past. Like many fans of the Persona series, the original trilogy was sort of a mystery to me for a while, given that Persona 3 was my introduction to the series. So when I got Persona 1, I wasn’t sure what to expect.

Funny enough, pretty much the entire first hour I played of the game, it immediately gave me Shin Megami Tensei if vibes. The whole scenario of hopping between one dimension and another reminded me an awful lot of the series’ predecessor, and I was quite pleased with how it handled. The characters had a fun and unique dynamic, the music was fantastic, and I fell in love with the first person dungeon-crawling elements I’d come to know and love playing games like the old school Shin Megami Tensei games or the Etrian Odyssey series.

In terms of the combat, there was a bit I didn’t understand initially. It felt like regular turn-based RPG combat, but its proximity-based system threw me for a loop initially. Depending on characters’ placements on the map, their attacks could only reach a certain distance. Some regular melee attacks could attack just one enemy, some could attack multiple, the list goes on. I got sort of used to it, though my patience wore somewhat thin during my first attempt at playing the game. I got to the warehouse beneath the SEBEC building, and suddenly the game felt much more difficult. I stopped playing for quite some time. It wasn’t that I disliked it at the time. I just knew I wasn’t ready to play it.

I finally picked it up again months after, deciding to start over from the beginning, and I had way more fun with it. I don’t know what was different, necessarily. Maybe I just understood the combat more. I took more advantage of the auto battle feature when level grinding, which is something I never do in RPGs for some reason. As soon as I started doing that, it felt like I was suddenly playing the game the way I was meant to.

There isn’t much I can say about the game without just getting redundant, but it has quickly become one of my favorite games in the series. The music is just so good, the characters are well-written, the combat is fun once you’re used to it, and the story itself is a wild ride. Like I mentioned, I had no idea what I was getting into when I first played, but the game certainly went places I never expected it to. In my personal opinion, I feel like this game is a must-play for any Persona fans. If you’re used to the newer games, the combat can feel a little slow at first, but you quickly become accustomed to it. It is a fantastic game, and I hope that maybe this has shone some light on why I love it so much.

If you’re interested, I’ve been doing a blind playthrough for this game on my Twitch/YouTube! It’s very intermittent in terms of when I play it, so the playthrough is far from over, but I’ll put the playlist here if you’re interested. In any case, I hope you have a wonderful day!

I definitely need to finish this playthrough some time.